Today
I sadly came to the realization
That I’m not the girl that I wanna be
I’m not the girl guys want to be with
To stay with, the one they want
I’m just the girl guys want temporarily
So they can build my trust
And get in my pants and then tear out my heart…
Like it didn’t even matter
I’m not the girl I wish I was
I trust to easy, always too much
Only to be screwed and left
I’m nothing special.
#personal #feelings #realization #hating myself
