thinking upside down. (want)

want

My attraction to you makes me nervous,

Its foreign, unknown, uncharted territory

And yet, I am drawn to you,

Youre in my thoughts and my dreams

I think of how, since day one,

I wanted to kiss your lips, to grab your hand

See what it felt like to be so close to you

I didnt know how to go about it,

But then you grabbed my hand one day

And i had a burst of butterflies

It felt so nice to be there with you,

and laying on your chest was the same,

I could feel your breathe

Smell your scent, sweet and relaxing

It was so nerve racking, to want so many things

And not know how to go about them

Like was it ok if I grabbed your hand? or hugged you?

Or kissed you like I really wanted to?

Or told you the things I kept inside?

Like how I loved your voice when you sang

In your car when a song came on you liked,

Youd belt it out and you didnt care

You didnt care what people thought,

You walked around with an attractive self confidnece

And I admired that about you, it was intriguing

You have something about you

And I feel drawn to it, I want to talk to you

I want to see you, to be with you,

But my fears got the best of me and

I didnt know how to express it,

but now I know and I want to tell you.

Youre beautiful, Youre unique,

Youre something different

And I want you

In my life.